Unfortunately I’ve grown somewhat unsatisfied toward organized religion. Christianity has become more and more personal, rather than something one does in front of men. But then again, is worship and religion supposed to be satisfying? I think not. Being a Christian is tough. Difficult. God never promised us a rose garden. And I thought things would get easier once I got my education and a job. Now it seems life just gets more and more difficult.
I really am trying to get my faith back. I really am trying to take things seriously. It’s just over the past several months I’ve been so jaded toward life that I’ve hit a slump. God will never ever give up on His children. I need to remember that.