I was feeling a bit anti-social following the worship service, so I left without going for the soup and sandwiches fellowship meal. Schlotzsky’s was my best friend today. I guess it was me not wanting to wait in line and then find a place to sit with people I know. I hate alkward moments. So I avoid them if at all possible.
I know I’m supposed to try to be friendly toward new people, yet I’m just not good at meeting people. Public relations would not be my strong point. It’s not that I’m trying to be arrogant toward anyone. Its that it takes me a while to warm up to people. Most people who know me know that I am friendly. It helps if there’s something in common with initually. Computers. Music. Humor. Something like that.
And please note: “Anti-social” isn’t meant as some kind of deviant behavior. More of “I needed time alone.”
So I’m wondering about this war. I’m trying to find some moral justification for this war. I keep telling myself we’re the good guys in this war. Can we somehow convince the Iraqis that we are there to help instead of instituting our colonization? The media over there is pretty biased. They’re calling American soldiers “the invaders.” So somehow the whole society is precipitating suicide bombers and hatred toward America.