As I said before I think I’ve found my faith again. Not that any of that was ever gone completely. Due to actions against me I was frustrated at church in general. But now I know that no matter what someone has to say against me, God still loves me. God still has a plan for me.
Church is a good thing. At least it can be if you let it. Otherwise it could just be a country club for some people. A way to heaven for others. It is unfortunate that so many times politics get in the way of truly serving God.
Perhaps my purpose is to be a force of good for young people. I worry about them. Those that don’t have good influences. Either at home or at school or both. That’s the thing that keeps me up at night sometimes. It can be so difficult for them growing up without solid Christian influences.
Then there are those who are forced to change churches or schools due to circumstances…while at the same time having trouble fitting in. It’s a problem we all struggled with at one time or another. Fitting in. Peers can be cruel sometimes.

And I need to get back on my sleep cycle. Those late night Bible discussions with the kids until 1AM were interesting, but slightly tiring. I enjoyed it, but now I’m so tired all the time. Still trying to catch up. More to come later.