Seems so ironic that I’d be laid off now. I know I am not being punished by God or anything. It just seems like if I were to be laid off, it should have been when I was most selfish. When I first started to work at Nortel I was not very much involved at church. Basically I did the audio/visual ministry and that was pretty much it. Now I am so involved in church….Sunday school teacher….devotional speaker….etc. It seems like if there was a time for me to be laid off it would be when I was not very involved, instead of now when I am involved. Luck of the draw I guess. It is that mentality of thinking that I should be rewarded when I get involved at church and punished when I am not as involved. God doesn’t work that way. Maybe this whole job situation will lead to bigger and better things.
Today’s session at the job consulting firm was ok. Some of the stuff we discussed was painfully obvious, while later on it provided some good idea to look for jobs. I’ve got to do a 4 hour long personality test tonight.