Electoral Maps

I’m trying to keep up with all the election results based on these maps:
County By County Map (via USA Today).
3-D County Vote
Purple Mountain Majesties. Shows we’re not red or blue…we’re purple. (via boingboing
Purple Map per County
U.S. By Population Density
Purple Based map showing size represenation distortion based on population
And finally…
This Electoral Atlas shows every outcome of every U.S. Election.

Why did Bush Win?

I’m still trying to figure out how Bush won the election. When more voters turn out, traditionally it is in the favor of Democrats. But this time it turned in favor of the Republicans. Those in the heartland voted for Bush, while those in big urban areas went for Kerry. I’m being told it was the religious right which helped win it for Bush.
Like I said before, Kerry supporters must be more vocal. While the Republicans, except for Foxnews and talk radio, are more silent. The rest of the world hates Bush mostly, but Mr. and Mrs. America (think “American Gothic” Painting) like him. What was this election about? The war in Iraq? Family Values? Kerry’s flip flops? The war on terrorism? The economy? I’m not even sure myself. I didn’t watch the debates, I don’t really pay attention to mainstream news. I refuse to watch Fox News because it is so biased.
Was it really about family values? Were churches across the country subtly telling their members who to vote for by preaching pre-election sermons on moral political issues? Is this a trend among the electorate? Are the very things that the Democrats support killing their party support among middle America? I remember the first issue Clinton took on when he took office was lifting the ban on gays in the military. I didn’t understand this because I felt there were more pressing issues when should be addressed. Likewise this killed any support he wanted to achieve among mainstream Americans.
Was it about the war in Iraq? I thought it was. I’m sick of the war. It shouldn’t have happened. It was a bad idea, yet I do feel that Saddam was a bad man and needed to be detained somehow. Invading another country without global support sets a bad precidence. No wonder the world hates us. And it is a quagmire which we might not be able to get out of easily. I support our troops, but I’m not so sure this war is jusitified.
Bush may not be perfect, but he did what I felt was impossible. Gain re-election.

Election 2004 Aftermath

On my way to work yesterday (election day), I saw at least 2 groups of people holding up Kerry signs by the road. I think Kerry supporters are more vocal than Bush supporters, hence my misbelief that Kerry would win this election. You don’t exactly see a conservative equivalent of Michael Moore making a Fahrenheit 9/11. Well there’s always that other film, but you never hear of it in the mainstream media.
Thoughts on last night: I didn’t care for the Kerry supporters behind the MSNBC newsdesk which would cheer everytime they reported Kerry had won a state. This isn’t Sportscenter. This is supposed to be fair and balanced news reporting. I want the facts and not some DNC (or GOP) campaign rally behind the newsdesk.
Get some reporters who can identify states on a map. One Foxnews reporter pointed at Mississippi and called it Louisiana. Ugh. These are supposed to be expert analysts?
So I guess we’ll see 4 more years of Michael Moore’s complaining. Probably another film or two. Probably more junk in Iraq. It’s a quagmire which I’m not sure we’ll get out of easily.
I like Bush, but I think he could be less polorizing to the country. I think he had the bad luck of having 9/11 in his presidency, hence the massive job loss. Kerry is a liberal Mass. senator. More people voting for Kerry were…in reality…voting against Bush. They didn’t necessarily like Kerry all that well, but they hate Bush.
I guess if anything it shows just how divided we are. South and west going for Bush; the more populous northern states going for Kerry. We are a polorized nation and probably will continue to be throughout years to come.

Growing Your Faith

The past 2 entries I’ve said basically the same thing over and over again, just using different phrases. The bottom line is that I’m trying to grow my faith. Throughout my whole life I’m been under the mistaken impression that it is what I did that would let me be acceptable in the sight of others and my God. Bad theology. God doesn’t care what you do, although faith without works is dead…and vice versa.
So I am trying to grow my faith. Is there enough Bible teaching, enough sermon note taking that would allow me to grow my faith? Ultimate faith comes from within. It takes years to develop. It doesn’t crumble under pressure. It doesn’t suddenly retract when it finds out fellow Christians aren’t perfect.
I just wish I could gain that faith that I had when I first became a Christian. Depression has crumbled my faith. I’m stuck. I’m frustrated. I wish things could get better. Ultimately I think they will. It just takes patiences.

Slowly but Surely

I am getting my faith back. Slowly but surely. Sometimes I feel so jaded toward organized religion. Religion is so much more personal than it was 2 years ago. Two years ago I would have taken things at face value. Now I’m looking for a “thus saith the Lord” on everything. Otherwise your faith is as empty as pagan beliefs.
Some people use their faith to gain a better position in the world. To look good for themselves. I’m trying to gain a faith that grows me closer to my savior each and every day. And it is difficult. Especially when you feel so self conscious about what people at your church think of you. Ultimately the only thing that matters is that God loves me unconditionally. That’s what I keep telling myself.
I just wish things could easily be like they were 2 years ago. It was just a short time ago, but yet it seems so far away. Things seemed to be “just right” then. It was so much simplier.

Religion

Unfortunately I’ve grown somewhat unsatisfied toward organized religion. Christianity has become more and more personal, rather than something one does in front of men. But then again, is worship and religion supposed to be satisfying? I think not. Being a Christian is tough. Difficult. God never promised us a rose garden. And I thought things would get easier once I got my education and a job. Now it seems life just gets more and more difficult.
I really am trying to get my faith back. I really am trying to take things seriously. It’s just over the past several months I’ve been so jaded toward life that I’ve hit a slump. God will never ever give up on His children. I need to remember that.

People Pleaser

Are you a people pleaser? So am I. Do you fret over what people think of you? Do you constantly worry whether or not you did something right or wrong in other people’s eyes?
Ultimately the only one who can decide whether something is right or wrong is God Himself. Ultimately the only thing that matters is whether or not we are a children of God whereby we come in contact with the blood of Jesus. Nothing else matters in this temporal world.
I never actually considered myself a people pleaser until now. Now I look back on my life and realize that I was going after temporal things. Knowledge. But whether there is knowledge, it shall vanish away. (1 Corinthians 13:8). I was totally consumed with what other people thought of me. Whereas we should be concerned with how God sees us. And if we are doing God’s will, then there is no need to be concerned with worldly, temporal things.

New Bible

I got a new Bible tonight. It’s got a durable leather cover, so I hope that it’ll be able to withstand some normal wear and tear that go with a loved Bible. My other Bible has its cover torn off of it from overuse.
I guess eventually I’ll get it out and underline some important verses to remember. The thing when you get a new Bible is that you forget where exactly the important verses are located. Whereas with your old Bible, sometimes when you open it up it automatically falls to your favorite verses.
I can remember the Bible I used throughout my elementary school years. Large print KJV. I never understood it. I can remember being baptized at age 12 and then trying to read a chapter each night. It was tough, and I didn’t exactly understand it completely. I must have been doing it just for feeling like I was doing God’s will and not necessarily because I enjoyed or necessarily understood it completely. Now kids have those teen Bibles which seem so much more welcoming than those cold dark KJV’s.
And I almost got a NIV tonight. If I hadn’t found this NKJV, I might have. Then I could have been labeled as liberal for using a NIV, even though it can be easier to read.