I have a feeling I’ll be without a job for quite sometime. All those well-meaning people who told me “Jeff, you’ll have no problem getting a new job” were all wrong. In any case I don’t care anymore. I’m not worried about it either. I’ll keep applying for positions, keep writing letters, and making phone calls. If a position is available then that’s fine, otherwise I don’t care.
So right now it’s not depression….it’s apathy. I hate searching for jobs. I hate filling out job applications and begging people for help. I hate the whole process.